Rusty Cog

Searching for the balance between peace and anger. I am trying to stay balanced between being my usual funny and irritated self while at the same time searching for some inner peace. The struggle continues... I am a musician and an idiot sometimes, and a guy who can blend in most situations. I am a geek for my dog.

I love art in all forms. My trade is lighting design and install-anything that has to do with light I love. I have been a liar and a brutal truth addict, a drug dealer and a drug user and come out the other side safely. I have been violent and loving, divided and united, I am my own worst critic. I am sometimes easy to let people go from my life, and I am trying to correct that in myself.

I want more friends but I don't need them. If I don't like you I will tell you, if I love you I will show you. I reach for hands in need and provide as much comfort as I can without killing myself in the process. I need and want to give as much as I get and more. I believe in community service, doing for others can bring love into your soul, not to say that I can't be selfish, I can.

I have a wife that provides me with support in all I do and the love most beg for, I have been really blessed! I am embarking on a new journey with some good friends All are welcome in my life and I am excited !!! I am open to the universe and all it has to offer me. :)